Assalamualaikum and mornight! maybe? it's been such a long time since i open this blogger,dah bersawang dah rasanya -.- ok ok now back to the topic. I know this one guy that i name it Ash but actually his real name not Ash i just simply name it so that you guys don't know him hehehe pandai tak? :P
Almost everyday i text with him just like a real couple but we'r not a loving couple anyway.we'r like bestfriend and more than besfriend even MORE! entah susah nak describe kitorang ni. Oneday dia ada bagitahu 'Nash jangan tinggalkan Ash please,nash pandai jaga hati Ash and i love you so much!'
At that time i was like omg! omg! merah satu muka blushing! remember we'r just a friend and he told me like that mana tak guling2 aku malu! This is why i said we are even more than bestfriend.cute right ;)
Sekarang dia dah mula kerja, busy and he has no time texting with me.Bila dia dah mula busy than it begin my negative thought like 'Oh dia dah ada girlfriend lah tu, tempat kerja diakan ramai perempuan cun' 'Oh he already forget about me, forget the sweet moment that we spend,forget that word,forget EVERYTHING!'
and because of that negative thought i didn't text him until now. Selalu terfikir nak text ke tak nak?dan akhirnya tak text pun,bagus tak? -.-
Sekarang ni nak buat apa? nak biarkan aje relationship ni? biar kannnnnn!? tak sanggup woo :(
Sometimes terfikir did he truely love me even a friends? i just don't understand what this Mr.Ash want from me.i just hope that everything he said was true and i appreciate it so much,and i know we can't believe anyone so easy right? Ash is my friends thats hard for me to believe but if he break my kepercayaan.I have to say goodbye to Mr.Ash. i know it hurt than what to do? i just don't want to make my wound even deeper.
Love Nash,
